Just Don't Blink

Broken love and shattered smiles,
Leading the way to your door,
Inside is wasted time and empty vials,
And you all beaten and tore.

I can see you need a hand,
But it takes two to make this right,
I can only help you stand,
If you are willing to face the fight.

I can see the pain,
The world has caused you,
Your will they may drain,
And how nothing you can do.

You can't blink,
Or else they will tear us apart,
And don't ever think,
That they were right from the start.

You deserve better,
Then what they've done,
Like I may play letter,
I will show you the sun.

This is not yet known,
But it will be needed in near time,
Through the seeds you've sewn,
You will need this rhyme.

I care so much,
And yet I always want more,
I will always offer a crutch,
But It is you I still long for.

Wearing Thin

This love is wearing thin,
Yet it seems to endure,
It can bend but not break again,
For it is still strong one may infer.

This reflection once so defined,
Is now hard to see clearly,
Search so hard but can't seem to find,
Why I once held her so dearly.

Do I like who she is,
Or who I made her into,
A case of hit or miss,
A game of fake or true.

We all have to let go,
One time or another,
I never said I told you so,
So we will hold onto each other.

I never said it would be easy,
But together we will press on,
We will get through it believe me,
For I remain here when everything else is gone.

I Can't Always Be Perfect

I have to let you know,
That I will always be there,
How much I care I will show,
Through the times of joy and despair.

When I am happy and feel like I'm blessed,
I will be there to tell you it is okay,
And when I am broken down and depressed,
I will let you know that I'm here anyway.

For you will always be worth it,
But there might be times I make you cry,
For I cannot always be perfect,
But I will always try.

Everything I tell you, you deserve it,
To you I swear that I will never lie,
But I cannot always be perfect,
But I will always try.

Through the times of glee,
And when the times are tough,
The times we feel free,
And when we feel we're not enough.

Always I will be here for you,
To help you face down a demon,
For you, anything I would do,
My love gives me the reason.

For you will always be worth it,
But there might be times I make you cry,
For I cannot always be perfect,
But I will always try.

Everything I tell you, you deserve it,
To you I swear that I will never lie,
But remember I cannot always be perfect,
But I will always try.

I'd do anything for a smile,
For it makes me complete,
One would make it worth the while,
And sweep me off my feet.

So when you are down,
I will be ready to hold,
Your joy will be found,
And I will not let you be cold.

For you will always be worth it,
But there might be times I make you cry,
For I cannot always be perfect,
But I will always try.

Everything I tell you, you deserve it,
To you I swear that I will never lie,
But I cannot always be perfect,
But I will always try.

If Only They Were Lonely

I see it in your eyes,
Not meaning to gloat,
But I can hear the butterflies,
Fluttering in your throat.

I can see you are shaking,
It is okay to be a little nervous,
It is the fire we are making,
Even if you don't think you deserve us.

I doubt people will accept it,
They could never understand,
That does not justify us to quit,
But rather to hold your hand.

I do not need to suppress,
How I feel when I'm in love,
For without you I'd feel the stress,
And not live in the heavens above.

Some might say,
We are moving way too fast,
But it is our way,
To make it last.

But never be afraid,
To be who you are,
For they will degrade,
For loving someone a far.

It is in their ignorance,
That they have never known,
Blinded by false radiance,
For they have never been all alone.

Always Been Paper Thin

I don't know why,
I now hurt so much,
I think I need to breakdown and cry,
And not go for a crutch.

I need to feel it,
Penetrating deeper than skin,
But to my emotions I emit,
I shouldnt be scared to sin.

It has seen this many a time,
And has been repeated again and again,
Maybe it is a sign,
That my skin has always been paper thin.

I thirst for the pulse,
To see myself bleed,
Watch myself convulse,
I just feel the need.

To fill the void,
For I know it so well,
My hope may be destroyed,
Only time will tell.

For it has seen this many a time,
And has been repeated again and again,
Maybe it is a sign,
That my skin has always been paper thin.

Now I go silent,
I will do it alone,
The outcome is indefinite,
As I won't pay attention to the phone.

Can I survive my will,
Do I care enough,
As my blood it spills,
Can I just call it a bluff?

And as I see it one more time,
Repeated again and again,
Maybe it is a sign,
That my skin has always been paper thin.

Scars Are My Skin

A step in my shoes,
How long will it take to break?
Desolate views,
Is it a way of life or just a mistake?

It was just after my birthday,
When my heart finally did sink,
I threw my life away,
When my mind would not stop to think.

I was wrecked and broken,
All blood stained again and again,
Now I'm always over spoken,
And the scars I now call my skin.

I live through this,
So alone and forsaken,
I never thought I'd miss,
The days when I was only mistaken.

As my life goes,
I've forgotten how to feel,
All these cuts that won't close,
An these wounds that will never heal.

And I get through it,
On your wings of light,
I can almost now forget,
How I've repeatedly lost the fight.

Now a smile is always right there,
It has shown to be all worth it,
Someone for I can always care,
And finally I know the meaning of perfect.

Even after going days without food,
And days without sleep,
I owe you so much more than gratitude,
For I am no longer skin deep.

The Burning Questions

The burning questions,
Running through my head,
Maybe wished suggestions,
Of me just being dead.

Could this ever be?
Most likely not,
He would not want to wait for me,
For I will be forgot.

Does he love you?
I doubt anyone would,
And I know it will never be true,
Even if being together could.

Why do you even try?
I have not a clue,
It always makes me cry,
Whenever I do.

Is this really worth it?
Even though it may cause pain,
I will never quit,
For he never fails to make me feel sane.

Welcome To Oblivion

A game of failing faith,
Saying you trust but never do,
In these arms you feel never safe,
And the insecurity consumes you.

This lie is slowly eating away,
At your soul and heart,
You never meant to feel this way,
From the inside being torn apart.

So welcome to oblivion,
Where we all are our own enemy,
Things will never be the same again,
For we bear this entity.

You want to do what is right,
But you are scared that you will cause pain,
Inside you are having a fight,
Against yourself within your brain.

Or you can finally admit,
It is all a lie,
You can move on and forget,
That time you made me cry.

So welcome to oblivion,
Where we all are our own enemy,
Things will never be the same again,
For we bear this entity.

Forget the blood that I spilled,
All over my wrist,
To remember it I am thrilled,
And at the thought I triumphantly pump my fist.

All that time was wasted,
On your ever vibrant voice,
All those lies I tasted,
Left me without a choice.

So welcome to oblivion,
Where we all are our own enemy,
Things will never be the same again,
For we bear this entity.

A Story Of Love

Chasing the night,
Without a care,
Love at first sight,
It was just there.

Standing so still,
As the jaw hits the floor,
The void starts to fill,
Unlike ever before.

Hit it off,
Right from hello,
Uttering a nervous cough,
As the words bellow.

Talk for a long time,
See the rising sun,
Caught in the shine,
Is a love just begun.

A few years go by,
"Til death do us part",
A happy cry,
Towards this new start.

Grow old,
Fading away,
Their lives are sold,
After one last thought of the day.

A story of love,
Too good to be true,
Throw away those you care of,
For it is selfish to you.

My Mind

You taste the sorrow,
You lick it from your lips,
There is no tomorrow,
For you are in the apocalypse.

You walk on broken glass,
In hopes the shards will lead the way,
You question but are afraid to ask,
Why you press on this day.

The air is so rigid,
Cutting at your limbs and face,
Your heart so frigid,
Cries to get out of this place.

You climb the highest mountains,
You search the lowest trenches,
All you found were countless sins,
And a bunch of holes in my defenses.

Such an ugly place,
To ever find,
And to my disgrace,
You found my mind.