Haven't used this in a while.

You know what's awful? Loving someone who probably will never love you back. What's even worse is that, he loves someone else.

This is torture..

Sacred Oath

I've been such a dick to us both,
But what if you can't forget it?
I've swayed more than once from out sacred oath,
My dark passenger has been nothing but cynic.

Now I'm just gonna try and cope,
I know the past I can't conceal,
Where the hell's my hope,
When it's so hard to deal?

I just need to take this more slow,
My speed is just outrageous,
The pain pulled us into the undertow,
It is just so contagious.

I've been such a dick to us both,
But what if you can't forget it?
I've swayed more than once from out sacred oath,
My dark passenger has been nothing but cynic.

Once again I'll put my faith in you,
Gratified,
I give you my heart too,
I just hope you're satisfied.

Pay The Price

Just walk down the hall,
Tears in your eyes,
Got your back against the wall,
But don't feel like your out of tries.

They may beat you down,
With words so strong,
Your tears may make you drown,
But they were so wrong.

I don't want you to pay the price,
Your esteem shouldn't be sold,
Passing you by would be cold as ice,
To leave you without something to hold.

For moments you feel lesser,
Your skin is collapsing in,
We all feel the pressure,
Time and time again.

But if we let it give,
Leave us blind and deaf,
What will be your reason to live,
When in your arms there's nothing left?

I don't want you to pay the price,
Your esteem shouldn't be sold,
Passing you by would be cold as ice,
To leave you without something to hold.

Fairy Tale

The tides are turning,
An oasis turned blue,
The palm trees are burning,
The light shining on you.

And the world just stops spinning,
As the surrounding water dries,
Past memories ever thinning,
As they flash before my eyes.

The future unravels,
Seeming to fade away,
Any hope of travels,
Are no longer in the fray.

In the air is a sad sound,
A lullaby of naught,
As we come around,
A war lost yet never fought.

A utopia never tranquil,
Born from hopes and dreams,
Never moving forward, always still,
Coming apart at the seams.

Cold as winter,
As there is no sun to shine,
Pressured like a splinter,
Feet soaked with brine.

Yet I await for your veil,
On this black coarse sand,
I want my life to be a fairy tale,
And it will as soon as you hold my hand

Tonight My Heart Dies

Is it worth the breath,
When there is nothing left to hold,
Nothing is ever as appealing as death,
In a world so wrong, so cold.

How even the night was bright,
The stars would shine,
But I can't find the might,
When you aren't mine.

The tears stain my hope,
Drowning my dreams for a better tomorrow,
How can one cope,
When their hearts only feel sorrow.

How am I supposed to stay,
When my emotions can't rest,
My life always ends up this way,
Miserable at best.

Nothing can ever be the same,
Without those piercing eyes,
Without your name,
Tonight my heart dies.

Shriveled up is my will,
As the sun has set forever,
All it'd take is one pill,
For my mortal attachment to sever.

Wings Of Desire

The stars pierce the sky,
Shining onto your hair,
Clipped wings with ambition to fly,
For they once took you anywhere.

Sit on a far off hill,
To watch the lights of the city,
You your side I fill,
Cause compared to your smile nothing is quite as pretty.

Sit there watching your usual poses,
As your voice soothes my ears,
A melodic bed of roses,
Blanketed in since dry tears.

Your words still enchant the air,
In perfect harmony they flow,
The way the sun glimmers in your hair,
Makes me never want to go.

But most of all,
It is how you make me smile,
When I just want to hide and bawl,
You make me want to stay a while.

Now you fly again,
Fly even higher,
Together we float into the wind,
On the wings of desire.

Toast To The Kings

Hear the clock count down,
Count em' one two three,
Royalty with a broken crown,
What's left of thee?

You once stood so tall,
But your regime fell apart,
So quick it did fall,
Stolen dignity and shattered art.

Your once towering castle,
Is now just a collapsed house of cards,
Was it worth the hassle,
To think forever wasn't hard.

Damage beyond repair,
Never expect perfection is the norm,
It takes more than prayer,
To survive the storm.

You lived thinking you were right,
Through the eyes of vivid reverie,
Thinking you were the shiny armor knight,
Practicing exceptional chivalry.

Pierced by reality's sword,
Dear king and queen,
It was cursed in your accord,
If you know what I mean.

Life is more than gold and jewels,
Do you finally understand?
You have been ignorant fools,
So hang on to the glory at your right hand.

The time bomb's ticking comes to a halt,
Hear it start to ring,
It was all your fault,
Here is my toast to the king.